I haven't written a poem in almost two months.
My boy's mother pisses me off!
School is frustrating, I'm just ready to be done. Especially choir. More than half of chamber is ready to drop.
Life is frustrating...
Work is frustrating. They keep making dumb changes that I don't approve of...
Halloween was major fun!!
I want him SOOO badly. I don't get near enough time with him
And that's how it goes
Monday
Sunday
10/17/10
Haha this long weekend off school was pretty epic. Too bad I couldn't spend at least a little bit of it with my boy... I miss him lots and lot and lots.
Anyways, Wednesday night we slept over at my big brothers house. It was really fun. We spent the whole time watching scary movies. I was the only one that stayed awake for every movie. And I couldn't even see what was going on... : P Whenever someone would wake up I would ask them questions until they fell back asleep. Even though I couldn't see I understood the basic plot line. After everyone woke up we went downstairs and had breakfast. We ate deliciously amazing pancakes and had peach smoothy. My big brother is a very good cook. Later we went to Ara's house to see if my car was fixed yet. It is still not fixed. It's been three weeks...... :(
After work they wanted me to come over and have another sleep over at big brother's. I went right to sleep because I was dead tired.
Friday I played with Ara most of the day. Especially Friday night. Dude with a bible name and kid that plays guitar came over and we had epicness time. We went to Denny's and it was super fun. We started singing at our booth after we ate because we were bored and the people that sat in the booth behind us started singing too. It was awesome!!!
I still miss my boy and probably won't get to see him till Monday... Oh well I guess it will make it all the more exciting when I see him next. I finally shaved my legs today because my ouchy is gone. I want to see him tonight so they're still soft but they'll be soft tomorrow too
Anyways, Wednesday night we slept over at my big brothers house. It was really fun. We spent the whole time watching scary movies. I was the only one that stayed awake for every movie. And I couldn't even see what was going on... : P Whenever someone would wake up I would ask them questions until they fell back asleep. Even though I couldn't see I understood the basic plot line. After everyone woke up we went downstairs and had breakfast. We ate deliciously amazing pancakes and had peach smoothy. My big brother is a very good cook. Later we went to Ara's house to see if my car was fixed yet. It is still not fixed. It's been three weeks...... :(
After work they wanted me to come over and have another sleep over at big brother's. I went right to sleep because I was dead tired.
Friday I played with Ara most of the day. Especially Friday night. Dude with a bible name and kid that plays guitar came over and we had epicness time. We went to Denny's and it was super fun. We started singing at our booth after we ate because we were bored and the people that sat in the booth behind us started singing too. It was awesome!!!
I still miss my boy and probably won't get to see him till Monday... Oh well I guess it will make it all the more exciting when I see him next. I finally shaved my legs today because my ouchy is gone. I want to see him tonight so they're still soft but they'll be soft tomorrow too
Thursday
9/30/10
Life is getting very complex. It's full to the brim right now and I'm kinda manic trying to deal with this. Haha oh well. It'll work
Tuesday
8/17/10
"Despite everything we've done together, one of my fondest memories of you is the other night when you fell asleep in my arms"
Golly gee I do love that boy. He makes me happy. I want things to be simple, they are getting too intense for my liking. I don't wanna end it... And I'm thinking that once school starts things will cool off a little bit. It would break my heart if we ended things but it might break my heart if things stay the way they are.
Golly gee I do love that boy. He makes me happy. I want things to be simple, they are getting too intense for my liking. I don't wanna end it... And I'm thinking that once school starts things will cool off a little bit. It would break my heart if we ended things but it might break my heart if things stay the way they are.
Saturday
Tuesday
8/3/10
"A mistake is only a mistake if you don't learn from it"
Yes, we made a mistake. Oh well, what happened happened and the only way to fix it is to not do it again.
We talked about marriage last night. He asked me if I'd be willing to wait for him while he's on his mission. I told him I would be willing but explained why I won't promise. It would break my heart if I had to "Dear John" anyone. He made me promise that even if I have a boyfriend or something I won't get married until I've given him a chance after he gets back. Now that I can promise. I just hope it lasts that long. I think he's the only guy that has ever genuinely cared about me this much. :)
Yes, we made a mistake. Oh well, what happened happened and the only way to fix it is to not do it again.
We talked about marriage last night. He asked me if I'd be willing to wait for him while he's on his mission. I told him I would be willing but explained why I won't promise. It would break my heart if I had to "Dear John" anyone. He made me promise that even if I have a boyfriend or something I won't get married until I've given him a chance after he gets back. Now that I can promise. I just hope it lasts that long. I think he's the only guy that has ever genuinely cared about me this much. :)
Thursday
7/29/10
For once I don't think I'm ready for school to start. I've been spending most of my days with either my bestie or my boy.
Last night I slept over at my bestie's house. Her, Amber, and I had a girls night. It was so fun! We did facials and painted our nails. We talked for hours about all our frustrations, fears, and our love lives. It was very nice. I have dubbed her as my new bestfriend, she totally and completely deserves the title.
On Monday night I had another sleep over. That was amazing too... :) I had a sleep over with my boy. It was so much fun and it was so romantic. Don't worry, nothing scandalous happened. Well at least not sexually scandalous because a girl and boy having a sleep over is scandalous by most definitions. Despite what may or may not happen. I love that boy :D
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