Tuesday

8/17/10

"Despite everything we've done together, one of my fondest memories of you is the other night when you fell asleep in my arms"


Golly gee I do love that boy. He makes me happy. I want things to be simple, they are getting too intense for my liking. I don't wanna end it... And I'm thinking that once school starts things will cool off a little bit. It would break my heart if we ended things but it might break my heart if things stay the way they are.

Saturday

8/14/10

Chamber retreat: AMAZING
The end :)

Tuesday

8/3/10

"A mistake is only a mistake if you don't learn from it"


Yes, we made a mistake. Oh well, what happened happened and the only way to fix it is to not do it again.

We talked about marriage last night. He asked me if I'd be willing to wait for him while he's on his mission. I told him I would be willing but explained why I won't promise. It would break my heart if I had to "Dear John" anyone. He made me promise that even if I have a boyfriend or something I won't get married until I've given him a chance after he gets back. Now that I can promise. I just hope it lasts that long. I think he's the only guy that has ever genuinely cared about me this much. :)