8/3/10

"A mistake is only a mistake if you don't learn from it"


Yes, we made a mistake. Oh well, what happened happened and the only way to fix it is to not do it again.

We talked about marriage last night. He asked me if I'd be willing to wait for him while he's on his mission. I told him I would be willing but explained why I won't promise. It would break my heart if I had to "Dear John" anyone. He made me promise that even if I have a boyfriend or something I won't get married until I've given him a chance after he gets back. Now that I can promise. I just hope it lasts that long. I think he's the only guy that has ever genuinely cared about me this much. :)

7/29/10

For once I don't think I'm ready for school to start. I've been spending most of my days with either my bestie or my boy.

 Last night I slept over at my bestie's house. Her, Amber, and I had a girls night. It was so fun! We did facials and painted our nails. We talked for hours about all our frustrations, fears, and our love lives. It was very nice. I  have dubbed her as my new bestfriend, she totally and completely deserves the  title. 

On Monday night I had another sleep over. That was amazing too... :) I had a sleep over with my boy. It was so much fun and it was so romantic. Don't worry, nothing scandalous happened. Well at least not sexually scandalous because a girl and boy having a sleep over is scandalous by most definitions. Despite what may or may not happen. I love that boy :D

7/9/10

I was completely prepared to let you go. But I guess not. Oh well.

7/5/10

"America's greatest strength, and it's greatest weakness, is our belief in second chances, a belief that we can always start over, that things can be made better." Anthony Walton

A tribute to my country. This country is a chosen land. This land was set apart by God to bring about the last dispensation. But this country is also the first free country. A country that was formed by political extremists against all odds. This country is unique. And I'm proud to live in a place that is as unique as myself :D

6/27/10

We've been together 18 days. Haha, my second longest relationship. I know it's too soon to say, but I think I love him. I don't wanna say it until I know for sure... But  I really think I do. He's so perfect for me. He's super crazy like me, he's amazingly respectful, he's gentlemanly and he's sweet. We're just different enough to keep it interesting but we have enough in common that we fit together so well. Oh enough with my twitterpatted, infatuated, lovey dovey ness. This summer has improved significantly :)

6/8/10

So there's this boy.... :)  I'm starting to like him so much! He's so legit! He hasn't even tried to hold my hand yet or anything. Finally a guy who's interested in more than physical stuff. We've been texting almost non-stop for about a week and a half now. I visit him as often as I can. It does not help that he's grounded though... :P Haha oh well. He'll get ungrounded soon enough. I'm pretty sure he's figured out I like him a lot. This is fun :)

6/7/10

"I'd rather get stabbed in the front and watch myself bleed than get stabbed in the back and not know I'm dying"

Is it weird to quote myself on my blog? Well it's kinda something I came up with based on a conversation with the Countertenor. So it's half his half mine. It's basically means if you're going to do something that might hurt someone be straight up with them. In the end it hurts a lot more getting stabbed in the back, it creates a lot more bitterness and anger than being straight forward.
And this could also relate to gossip. That could be the "not know I'm dying" part. Because with gossip you don't know how far it has spread and how much damage it's done.