7/23/12

"Open your mouth only if what you have to say is more beautiful than silence"

That's pretty much all I have to say for this post, because I cannot say anything more beautiful than that

3/10/12

So once upon a time my boy's departure date for the MTC got postponed until February 22nd. That made me happy because he was here for Valentines day. He took me on a really great date. Anyway, he's been in the MTC for two and a half weeks now. The letter he sent me made me so happy I literally cried. I mostly cried because of how much I miss him. And part of it was that it took him two weeks to send me a  letter so I felt abandoned. The feeling was mutual though because he expected me to write him first. It was just a big misunderstanding. But now that we are actually writing each other my life has improved greatly. Still not the same as him being here, but nothing can change that at this point. But everyday brings him one day closer to coming back to me.

12/17/11

My official freshman year in University is over. I know I passed my ASL class with an A, I had ~94% which is awesome considering the fact that I didn't even try. I don't know my grades for my other courses yet but I'm fairly certain I got A's in two out of three of my remaining courses. The only one I'm not sure about is Math but I know I got a better grade this time around, seeing as I did about 50% more of the course work this time. I hope that raises my GPA to a 3.0 but I really am not sure how GPA's are calculated... Haha well I guess I'll find out :)

11/30/11

My boy got his mission call about a month ago. I don't really know how I feel about that. He won't be leaving for the MTC until February first, which is getting ever closer. His birthday is next week on Tuesday. I am planning a super fun party for him. It's going to be a surprise party and we're going to go to Lowe's Extreme Air Sports but I have no idea how I'm going to get him to wear exercise clothes without giving it away. I might ask one of my friends to bring extra that he can wear. This is certainly a conundrum.

8/17/11

Long time no blog. I'm starting college in a little over a week. My first class is on Saturday next week. It feels soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo so so so weird to be growing up. My boy and I went to PHS yesterday to get my transcript and walking in there knowing that will be probably my last time until my children go there (If they do) was the weirdest feeling ever. Everything was so familiar but over the summer they had done so much work. It looked cleaner and more open and friendly and when I went into the CCC it was completely rearranged. I'm growing up and there's nothing I can do to stop it. It feels like it's all moving way too fast.

2/13/11

I look at pictures of people with babies or married couples and I want that really badly. I wanna be married with a baby all of my own. But I KNOW I'm not close to ready. I also know that if I'm going to marry my boy that he's even further from being ready than I am

12/26/10

‎"If you're not able to love freely, it's not really love."

I was reading He's not that into you and this was one of the quotes that I really liked. It was from the section about dating married men. I think it was the most appropriate comment in relation to that and to many other things. If someone can't give you every ounce of their love then they don't really love you. Real love is all or nothing