6/27/10

We've been together 18 days. Haha, my second longest relationship. I know it's too soon to say, but I think I love him. I don't wanna say it until I know for sure... But  I really think I do. He's so perfect for me. He's super crazy like me, he's amazingly respectful, he's gentlemanly and he's sweet. We're just different enough to keep it interesting but we have enough in common that we fit together so well. Oh enough with my twitterpatted, infatuated, lovey dovey ness. This summer has improved significantly :)

6/8/10

So there's this boy.... :)  I'm starting to like him so much! He's so legit! He hasn't even tried to hold my hand yet or anything. Finally a guy who's interested in more than physical stuff. We've been texting almost non-stop for about a week and a half now. I visit him as often as I can. It does not help that he's grounded though... :P Haha oh well. He'll get ungrounded soon enough. I'm pretty sure he's figured out I like him a lot. This is fun :)

6/7/10

"I'd rather get stabbed in the front and watch myself bleed than get stabbed in the back and not know I'm dying"

Is it weird to quote myself on my blog? Well it's kinda something I came up with based on a conversation with the Countertenor. So it's half his half mine. It's basically means if you're going to do something that might hurt someone be straight up with them. In the end it hurts a lot more getting stabbed in the back, it creates a lot more bitterness and anger than being straight forward.
And this could also relate to gossip. That could be the "not know I'm dying" part. Because with gossip you don't know how far it has spread and how much damage it's done.

6/4/10

So I figured out why they act like that around me. It's some sort of contest for someones attention. For some reason they can get along when I'm not around but as soon as I'm in the picture they hate each other. Ugh.... I wonder if they realize how much freaking stress they cause me. It makes me want to not be around them both at the same time. I can handle them separately but certainly not together.

6/2/10

It's summer and I am planning on being a loner for most of it. Ara is one of the only ones on my list of friends that I'm going to chose to associate with. :)

5/28/10

What a great way to start the summer.... Depressed and angry. Wohoo! Not...

5/10/10

I love being nice. I love being helpful. I love being respectful. But I'm sick of everyone else's BfrikinS!!! I'm sick of getting used! I'm sick of being played! I just wish I could find a way to be me without getting taken advantage of! My good nature is going to end up screwing me over. Grrrrawr!! Oh and I'm especially sick of tiptoeing around everyone. If they're offended they can grow the frick up!