12/17/11

My official freshman year in University is over. I know I passed my ASL class with an A, I had ~94% which is awesome considering the fact that I didn't even try. I don't know my grades for my other courses yet but I'm fairly certain I got A's in two out of three of my remaining courses. The only one I'm not sure about is Math but I know I got a better grade this time around, seeing as I did about 50% more of the course work this time. I hope that raises my GPA to a 3.0 but I really am not sure how GPA's are calculated... Haha well I guess I'll find out :)

11/30/11

My boy got his mission call about a month ago. I don't really know how I feel about that. He won't be leaving for the MTC until February first, which is getting ever closer. His birthday is next week on Tuesday. I am planning a super fun party for him. It's going to be a surprise party and we're going to go to Lowe's Extreme Air Sports but I have no idea how I'm going to get him to wear exercise clothes without giving it away. I might ask one of my friends to bring extra that he can wear. This is certainly a conundrum.

8/17/11

Long time no blog. I'm starting college in a little over a week. My first class is on Saturday next week. It feels soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo so so so weird to be growing up. My boy and I went to PHS yesterday to get my transcript and walking in there knowing that will be probably my last time until my children go there (If they do) was the weirdest feeling ever. Everything was so familiar but over the summer they had done so much work. It looked cleaner and more open and friendly and when I went into the CCC it was completely rearranged. I'm growing up and there's nothing I can do to stop it. It feels like it's all moving way too fast.

2/13/11

I look at pictures of people with babies or married couples and I want that really badly. I wanna be married with a baby all of my own. But I KNOW I'm not close to ready. I also know that if I'm going to marry my boy that he's even further from being ready than I am

12/26/10

‎"If you're not able to love freely, it's not really love."

I was reading He's not that into you and this was one of the quotes that I really liked. It was from the section about dating married men. I think it was the most appropriate comment in relation to that and to many other things. If someone can't give you every ounce of their love then they don't really love you. Real love is all or nothing

11/1/10

I haven't written a poem in almost two months.

My boy's mother pisses me off!

School is frustrating, I'm just ready to be done. Especially choir. More than half of chamber is ready to drop.

Life is frustrating...

Work is frustrating. They keep making dumb changes that I don't approve of...

Halloween was major fun!!

I want him SOOO badly. I don't get near enough time with him

And that's how it goes

10/17/10

Haha this long weekend off school was pretty epic. Too bad I couldn't spend at least a little bit of it with my boy... I miss him lots and lot and lots.
Anyways, Wednesday night we slept over at my big brothers house. It was really fun. We spent the whole time watching scary movies. I was the only one that stayed awake for every movie. And I couldn't even see what was going on... : P Whenever someone would wake up I would ask them questions until they fell back asleep. Even though I couldn't see I understood the basic plot line. After everyone woke up we went downstairs and had breakfast. We ate deliciously amazing pancakes and had peach smoothy. My big brother is a very good cook. Later we went to Ara's house to see if my car was fixed yet. It is still not fixed. It's been three weeks...... :(
After work they wanted me to come over and have another sleep over at big brother's. I went right to sleep because I was dead tired.
Friday I played with Ara most of the day. Especially Friday night. Dude with a bible name and kid that plays guitar came over and we had epicness time. We went to Denny's and it was super fun. We started singing at our booth after we ate because we were bored and the people that sat in the booth behind us started singing too. It was awesome!!!
I still miss my boy and probably won't get to see him till Monday... Oh well I guess it will make it all the more exciting when I see him next. I finally shaved my legs today because my ouchy is gone. I want to see him tonight so they're still soft but they'll be soft tomorrow too