"I'd rather get stabbed in the front and watch myself bleed than get stabbed in the back and not know I'm dying"
Is it weird to quote myself on my blog? Well it's kinda something I came up with based on a conversation with the Countertenor. So it's half his half mine. It's basically means if you're going to do something that might hurt someone be straight up with them. In the end it hurts a lot more getting stabbed in the back, it creates a lot more bitterness and anger than being straight forward.
And this could also relate to gossip. That could be the "not know I'm dying" part. Because with gossip you don't know how far it has spread and how much damage it's done.
Monday
Friday
6/4/10
So I figured out why they act like that around me. It's some sort of contest for someones attention. For some reason they can get along when I'm not around but as soon as I'm in the picture they hate each other. Ugh.... I wonder if they realize how much freaking stress they cause me. It makes me want to not be around them both at the same time. I can handle them separately but certainly not together.
Wednesday
6/2/10
It's summer and I am planning on being a loner for most of it. Ara is one of the only ones on my list of friends that I'm going to chose to associate with. :)
Friday
Monday
5/10/10
I love being nice. I love being helpful. I love being respectful. But I'm sick of everyone else's BfrikinS!!! I'm sick of getting used! I'm sick of being played! I just wish I could find a way to be me without getting taken advantage of! My good nature is going to end up screwing me over. Grrrrawr!! Oh and I'm especially sick of tiptoeing around everyone. If they're offended they can grow the frick up!
Saturday
5/1/10
Wow! Had an awesome date last night! I was kinda distracted the whole time though because right before my mom called me and told me some major news. Change seems to happen most often when I don't want it. Hmmmm..... Oh well
Friday
4/23/10
Wow is there a lot going on lately or what. So many things with family, school, boys and just life in general. There's a lot to think about. And I certainly have been thinking. Thinking so much I think my brain may explode. I certainly am reaching the age to where I need to take a lot more responsibility.
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