6/4/10

So I figured out why they act like that around me. It's some sort of contest for someones attention. For some reason they can get along when I'm not around but as soon as I'm in the picture they hate each other. Ugh.... I wonder if they realize how much freaking stress they cause me. It makes me want to not be around them both at the same time. I can handle them separately but certainly not together.

6/2/10

It's summer and I am planning on being a loner for most of it. Ara is one of the only ones on my list of friends that I'm going to chose to associate with. :)

5/28/10

What a great way to start the summer.... Depressed and angry. Wohoo! Not...

5/10/10

I love being nice. I love being helpful. I love being respectful. But I'm sick of everyone else's BfrikinS!!! I'm sick of getting used! I'm sick of being played! I just wish I could find a way to be me without getting taken advantage of! My good nature is going to end up screwing me over. Grrrrawr!! Oh and I'm especially sick of tiptoeing around everyone. If they're offended they can grow the frick up!

5/1/10

Wow! Had an awesome date last night! I was kinda distracted the whole time though because right before my mom called me and told me some major news. Change seems to happen most often when I don't want it. Hmmmm..... Oh well

4/23/10

Wow is there a lot going on lately or what. So many things with family, school, boys and just life in general. There's a lot to think about. And I certainly have been thinking. Thinking so much I think my brain may explode. I certainly am reaching the age to where I need to take a lot more responsibility.

4/16/10

Hmmm... I think all I need to say is, life is good :)